it jus sucks when u are overided..
i swear..
when the ppl that u were there for last time leave u alll alone to bawl u'r eyeballs out as u cry u'rself to sleep..
when u feel lonely when those ppl move away cos everyone moves on except for me..
but u know that it's not their fault cos instead u'r the one that is jus the stuck in the mud that has to get going..
sigh..
i swear i'm wierd but my reasons are justifiable..
who wouldn't feel the way i feel..
it feels like everyone in the world has abandoned u and left u to fend for urself..
it's not like i'm unfamilliar to fending for myself but i used to have someone to do it with..
nowadays, it seems like i'm alone..
how sad my life has turned outr to be..
no matter how much i try, this feeling jus won't go away..
why o why?
am i doomed to loneliness till the end?
does it really have to be that way?
i don't need anything else except for someone that will be MY pillar of support instead of it being the other way round..
i don't mind being u'r support staff but can't the support staff be supported by u as well?
at times u'r support staff is human too u know..
if only life was perfect and everyone would not be confusing..
sigh, but since when has life ever been like that?
uh?
wadever..