Cool.Melts

so long never post..

i feel as if a huge bomb has dropped over my house..

coming this saturday,my house is going to become a war zone..

tensions rising here and there..

i'm afraid i won't be able to take it..

how much more damage u want to put on my family?

i feel scared for my parents..

but i'm sure they have the strength cos they will always, always,always have me and my sisters,their beloved children..

today i'm so damn emo..

th beginning of the day was so nice..

watched twilight wif my family..

was swept off my feet by how freaking handsome the guy was..

can die for..

then go my aunts house and watch a hindi show called "Tare zameen par"..

i cried so much until my nose was painful and all my eyeliner was wiped out..

so freaking sad!!

i couldn't stop crying and when the boy in the show is left in a boarding school, a school on mothers comes on..

that was the worst!!!

i jus wanted to cry and bawl out loud..

i was crying like a baby..

but had to control a bit cos was not at home..

at someone elses home..

after that,come home and watch a favourite couple leave a variety show i like alot!!

i cry again like a baby!!!

i feel like a tap who can't stiop crying..

my nose is so tired!!!

sigh..

to all my fellow Joong bo fans!!

don;t let us be disheartened!!

let's hope they get togathe in real life eventhough all the difficulties..

or at least let them meet someone who can make them happie than they are now!!!

JOONG BO HWAITING!!

T___T

wah!!!