Cool.Melts

why am i like this?

why do i only turn to my blog at times like this?

but what can i do when i have an overbearing mother who restricts my freedom

thinks she is doing me a big favour by allowing me to go out and have fun?

if having lunch outside for the last time with my frens who are going overseas tmr

wrong then wad is right?

she can even compare me with xxxxxxx who did something much worse than me..

all i did was spend my last day of schl wif my best fwens before school closes..

i didn't even go far away from schl but still she made a big deal out of it..

she evens makes sarcastic remarks and thinks that i'm too young to eat out wif my frens..

how am i supposed to react to this?

will someone tell me?

i'm now crying my lungs out while writing this but why do i feel so alone..

i miss u my dearest sister!!

the only person in this whole family that at least understands me and does not restrict me..

i'm sure that you would help me when i was being attacked just now..

but you are now not here wif me cos you deserve this little break you are getting..

you've worked very hard so far so u deserve this break but why do i miss u so much right now?

i don't have anyone to talk to me so i feel so lonely..

i want to stop but my tears jus won't stop fallimg..

thoughts roam around my head but i try not to entertain them..

i'm too scared to do them..

i'm not that brave eventhough i may act brave..

i'm sori that i only blog about sad events but what can i do when i feel so miserable..

i jus hope that my mum would understand that i'm different from the rest of my sis and what worked on them may not work on me..

what is the most annoying part is that she acts nice to me the next miniute and that really gets on my nerves..

ahh!!

i dunno wad to think!!

i miss u baji!!

pls come home faster!!

i need u!!